today...

i found out...

that i cant do anything right anymore...

feel so useless...

physics test...

mcq...

3/25...

haiz..

guess im the lowest...

after school reopen..

i din even manage to pass a single test..

cant really concentrate nowsaday...

suppose to go to 3rd floor for my math lesson..

but i went to the 4th instead...

studied for my geography...

but forget everything again..

i know its oxbow lake..

but i just cant remember how that damn diagram its like...

and when im want to explain it..

i dono which is the right way tio phrase it...

forget all the keywords...

how to explain properly?

haiz..

went down to band room for section duty...

only polish my instrument..

never play it...

then found out that the coating on the neck is comnig out..

haiz...

then miss alot of bus just now..

was thinking about something...

then today keep thinking about how tocommit sucide..

-_-""

lame la...

or no reason go think this kind of thing...

zzz...

i must face it...

i must..

i can de...

yin wei wo shi jun hong..

haha...

dono why la...

wo bu hui fang qi de...

not going to be like last time le..

this is gonna be the last...

at least for the next few years...

go do hmework leh..

don wan to owe math teacher homework...

haha...

she quite nice la...

so must do mah..

then i try to understand lo..

kk...

ja~!

i wanna do alot of things..

i cant leave just like this...