quite afew days never blog liao...

no mood to blog la..

everyday..

i can't study in peace..

when i want to study..

my dad and younger brother will keep quarreling over minor stuffs..

why can't they just tolerate each others abit?

why can't my brother just listen and be good?

damnit la..

the only time when ic an study is when i jsut reach home..

but when i just reach home..

feel damn tired..

how to study?

go rest awhile then dinner liao..

after dinner my dad and younger brother will be at home..

and they will keep quarreling etc..

zzzzz....

irritating..

IRRITATING!!

what the fu*k is this family?

you people make me don't feel like studying..

cause i know that no matter how hard i try to concentrate..

i will never absorb what i read...

sian la!!!!

why..

why..

why..

WHY!!!!!!!!!

someone used to tell me that if i can get over all this problems..

i will be more successful than the others...

but..

i rather to have a normal family..

living just like any other people in this world...

why can't i have such life?

and i don't know who comment on what is said about death..

i know that death is something we have to go through one day...

but please read properly la..

i'm trying to say cherish your life mah..

say till like you very great like that..

if people keep thinking that they will die one day..

and death is nothing..

then go die la..

what's the point of living in this world when you are not even living it to the fullest?

and there are so many people out there who are struggling..

whatever la!

people do change..

i don't know about myself..

maybe i'm already different from the person you used to know..

but what am i like now?

i totally have no idea..

haiz...

and recently..

i'm getting really forgetful..

almsot forgot to bring my key...

then forgot to wear spec for 2 days..

read sms and forgot to reply..

ugh!

maybe i'm the one having problems..

not anyone else...

i don't know la...

feel so stress now..

i think i might request a break from all school activities after exam..

so tired...

haiz...

k la...

i go le la...

bye bye...