bah..

i forgot what i did yesterday...

oh spring cleaning..

just a waste of time..

don't see a point in cleaning the chairs etc..

just pick up litters can liao ma..

zzz..

bah..

just hate someone la..

don't like being order around by people..

then after spring cleaning..

played game of concentration with the band people..

lol..

then went home..

headache..

so go sleep instead of doing math..

then today lesson as usual lo..

then band..

slack...

full band..

played american elegy..

then went home..

haiz..

anyway..

after this week..

everything will be different..

if this carrys on..

i'm sure i'm not getting anywhere..

even though i know this clearly..

i didn't do anything about it..

argh..

i just hate it la..

if i want to change..

i surely can change it..

this means that my desire for it is not strong enough..

argh..

I WANT TO BE A MORE SOCIABLE PERSON!!!

DAMNIT!!!