i just don't know what the fuck is wrong with me la..

think too much..

and i dreamt about what i really wish for..

and the dream feel so real..

and i kind of don't want to wake up from it..

afterall a dream is a dream..

it only happens when you think too must of it..

and you desire it to happen..

so your brain eventually think of it when you are sleeping..

and this is known as dream to us..

then today open house..

play 2 pieces for so many times..

damn sick of it la..

i swear i will never play shrek dance party again..

so after band..

quite a number of band people went je to have lunch..

play games bla bla bla..

then suppose to go bball with bk..gab..th..jeremy..

but decided to change my mind..

so go imm with those band people..

anyway sorry la..

organise bball but end up pangsehing..

really sorry..

then when we are going to imm..

we all keep talking about walking together..

or else brando tan might drive pass...

lol..

then play hide and seek in imm la..

boring la..

lol..

k..

i'm a boring person..

that's why i find it boring..

then after gonig imm..

some of the remaining people..

including me go jurong point..

cause nothing to do ma..

don't feel like going home too..

then huayning went to collect her spec..

then when she is comnig out of the shop..

she try to open the door by pushing it instead of pulling it..

and ended up not able to open the door..

it's like damn cute la..

lol..

then wei yao need to buy a new casing for his handphone..

so go to the night market to have a look..

but he never buy in the end..

so wei yao went home..

left huay ning..tai koon and me..

then take 187 lo..

then halfway near jeremy'se house..

i just don't know what's wrong with me la..

go alight..

then walk home in the rain..

then taikoon sms me ask me why i alight..

then i told him i need to sort out my thinking and try to get myself sick..

that's a lie..

have some other reasons la..

but i also not every sure of it..

just anyhow say when he asked me..

lol..

walking home from jeremy's house is fun..

especially when it is raining..

i seriously think that i will become crazy soon..

it's like..

no matter where i am..

what i'm doing..

my mind will like totally black out de..

just cannot concentrate la..

don't know why..

oh ya..

seriously..

i don't mind having white hair..

find it rather cool..

pure white or red hair..

with red colour eyes..

with those lonely looks..

someone who just don't trust anyone..

until..

he met someone..

yea..

maybe that's how i start the story ba..

hmm..

on the bus..

he helps that gal do something..

and alight immediately..

running in the rain..

all the way to that gal's house..

and when he met her there...

he do the handsign..

i love you..

bah..

i don't know how to continue after this..

as for why he ran all the way to the gal's house..

it's to test himself whether how much he loves her.

if he fail to reach her house before she does..

means that he don't really like her that much..

or maybe i can try something like this..

when the gal went into her house..

he just reached that place..

so he ended up not able to meet her..

hmm..

don't know la..

lol..

just some rubbish la..

must be thinking too much le la..

oh ya..

why he use handsign..

cause..

he is breathless after all the running..

and he don't really good at saying this things through words..

lol..

crap crap..

now..

i'm trying to sing caged bird..

i don't know how to vibrato!!

and i sound awful..

and..

the lyric damn hard to memorize!!

zzz..

haiz...

this time i really make a big mistake..

that makes me look like a fool..

maybe in others eyes..

i'm already a fool..

not surprising to know that though..

say whatever you like..

i don't give a damn..