oh god..

i feel so stupid today..

vilau ask us to run 6 rounds..

and i go run 7 rounds..

and ended up last..

wtf..

like damn qian da la..

then play bball..

at the primary school court..

it's damn guai lan la..

then tio scratch when i try to catch a rebound..

lol..

i'm not going to play there again..

lol..

haha..

after thinknig about it for quite some time..

i have to say this to daniel..

i'm not going to njc even if i'm able to enter it!!

well well..

of course there's some reasons behind this..

first of all..

i don't want to see people i hate again..

and maybe end up in the same cca..

secondly..

bk...gab and koky how they all going to acjc...

so i think i also go there ba..

thirdly..

i think njc is harder to get in than acjc..

or is it the same?

forgot le..

okay...

i already explained..

and most likely won't change my mind unless something happens..

hmm..

anyway today..

quite tired..

pe...

played bball since last wednesday..

only didn't play on saturday..

think i need to give myself some break ba..

if not really will die ar!!

haha..

then band..

sectionals..

slack..

go out with gab and th and chat at the bus stop..

no improvement today at all..

i feel like not going for that festival la..

but edward is not trying hard...

bah..

damnit..

somehow he reminds of myself..

damn slack..

but at least i slack when i'm sec3..

sec1 and 2 got work hard ok?

so work hard la..

you sound rather nice on my instrument..

just need to build up on your technique can liao la..

come to think of it..

i'm so dead..

ivanhoe's low notes..

guliver travel..

cannot play..

but..

no motivation to practice..

haiz..

anyway..

cannot concentrate again..

does it really affect me that much?

i hope not..

damnit damnit..

oh ya..

i'm not going for friday band practice!!

family is more important..

due to band and studies...

i never had dinner with my family members for a long long time..

and my bro is in ns..

which make it even harder for the whole family to be together..

so no matter what..

i'm not going for friday's practice!!

the most i just write a parent's letter..

k bye