So..

One more day before we step down from band!! Lol. I don't really feel anything la. Haiz..

Going to keep this short..

Headache.. fingers keep cramping.. heartbeat super weird la.. what's wrong?

Caged bird is nice.. at least it kind of explain of how i'm feeling now..

How high would I have to fly
To lose sight of you, so far away?

If I turn my eyes away, I might feel better.
But I want to always be looking at you from somewhere.

Because there's no way I could forget you.
At my wits' end, I simply keep staring up at the sky.
It's almost as if I were like a small bird inside a cage,
Searching for the window, aimlessly wandering around.

I want to see you right away, because I love you,
Even though I want to run away because I'm scared of being hurt.
If this unseen barrier around me should tear away my wings,
Still, you are so precious to me that it makes me sad.

Bah.. I'm tired... I want to give up.. i want.. i want.. to sleep..