Yea..

To you guys dismay, i'm still alive =) Well.. School isn't that that great cause of some nubs but i guess i have no choice but to bear with it till the end of this semester. This is all part of life.. Meeting dumbasses who doesn't know how to priortise, emo-ing all day long. I just can't stand these people. Not that i never emo at all.. If you know of my previous blog address or read some of the really early posts in this blog, it's really wth. Even i myself can't stand it when i read it. But even now, i still emo once in awhile.. especially when shit keeps happening to me all over and over again.

Well.. I'm not saying people shouldn't show their emotion at all but if one does it practically everyday and complain about puny little things, it gets really annoying. It's not like not helping you take utensils, making you cut your hair etc will screw your life upside down. At least.. Be grateful that you still have a mum to ask you to do this and that. But oh well.. human will only know how to treasure things after losing it.

And.. You know.. Recently i have thoughts about a few what if that could happen in my life. Like if i really try appealing to get into 3/4. How would things be like then? Then i realised that even if i have a chance to do it, i will most probably screw it up in some part of my life. I may be more happy for that 2 years and probably have more motivation to study but things will start going downhill when i go poly or jc cause i know very well that i'm not suited for jc life and my current poly life isn't that great either.

But well.. It's having bad times which makes all the good times you had worth remembering rigtht? If one's life is forever smooth-sailing, it will gets really boring and he will most probably take everything for granted.

So ya.. I have decided.. It's good to remember those good memories, but i should carry on with life and think about the future instead of the past. Afterall, i do have something i want to accomplish and i'm going to work towards it.

I guess.. It will only be a month's time before i come here again then. Later..