The 6th weeks..

I guess i'm pretty used to it and this week isn't that bad. Since there's food implosion which at least entertain me for abit. Well, then came this sad news but i'm not affected by it at all. Yea, so my FM tutor passed away cause he committed suicide yesterday due to family matters, at least that's what the school told us.

Oh well, i find him being really irresponsible though, but nothing can be done to salvage the situation. If he's single without any family members or friends left or you became handicapped and can only rely on others to continue living, you can do whatever you want. But he left behind his wife, a 2 years old daughter and his family in India. Imagine.. how the child will feel when she knows that her dad committed suicide when she's older? Sigh..

Then, the counsellor is a big joker or was it the director? I can't remember who said it but he said that committing suicide is a very courageous thing cause he actually have the courage to jump off a building. Man.. that's really nonsense, you should have the courage to face the problem, not the courage to run away from it. If everyone thinks like my director or that counsellor, i think suicide rate will be really high since people will just choose to have courage to run away from the problem.

Oh enough of that crap, the good thing is that projects for this term have ended. But i have to concentrate on studying for MST now. GPA 3.5 is a must for this semester is a must no matter what happened. Maybe i should study at some corner of the school alone. Since i do not have the disicpline to study for long at home. But if i see someone in school, all my concentration will be lost for quite some time. Just like how it was yesterday. -.- I swear no one has ever make my heart race this fast before and this doesn't just happen once, it happens almost everytime i see her. Yes.. I know i'm pathetic.

And about the bball match, from how i see things are going, i think this match will not happen again. I say again cause we intended to play with them not once but twice but we all give up halfway. Guess everyone wants to have fun since they will get enlisted soon and no one wants to train for a match and still get their ass kick. Oh well.. Life still have to carry on eh, it's not like i will die without bball.

I used to love bball, so much that i don't mind playing it from 9am to 6pm, continue playing though my legs are tired and cramped a couple of times. But the love for it isn't there anymore. Right now, it's a sport which will only get me injured, make a fool out of myself, tired and sometimes frustrated. The only fun thing about it is hanging out with friends.

Talking about getting injured, i freaking hate people who don't keep their nails short when bball-ing. This uncle who always play at half court freaking scatch me when i'm not even playing seriously. Yes, complaining about being scatched is gay isn't it? This will definitely cross someone's mind right?

Oh man.. This post is so long that it looks like a dying message. Rofl. But no worry people, i'm not so dumb till the extent of doing something this stupid. But if i get into an accident while sleepwalking, it will be a different case then. Hmmm.. My bro told me i sleepwalk once when i'm younger. He said i was walking towards the door and trying to open it and crying "i wanna go out". Rofl. But i don't recall anything like that. "Duh~! It won't be sleepwalking if you can actually remember it" Maybe someone will say that. =)

Alright.. I'm gonna take a break and sleep early so i can kick some ass tomorrow.. Hopefully.