Emo~~~

My elder brother went and dig out some really old photo album and i found some photos of me back when i'm 5 and before. I don't really remember how i was like back then but from all those photos, i can tell i'm really happy. Doing things like climbing on top of my elder brother, treating him as a dog/horse, acting "cool" on a bicycle etc. Then i wonder, how the hell i end up like this? You know.. I'm really boring and not fun to hang out with at all.

Yea, i tried to find photos of me from 6 years old and above. But you know what? I practically can't find any at all. Yes, that's really sad. Maybe the death of my mum affects the entire family alot, that includes me as well. Back then or even now, i really hate people who asked me about my mum. Sometimes i feel that they ask it on purpose cause most of the people who asked that were relatives.

Oh damn.. I think i better stop emo-ing. Emo way too much recently. >.>